A quick word

For you, my special subscriber

I write to you from my phone. A device i do not love. I device i do not enjoy spending time on. And yet it has been my lifeline, to my dismay, these last couple of weeks.

I value you, Dear Reader, so much. You have kept my going. You keep me going. I want to inform you that I have paused paid subscriptions for the time being as I have been unable to share with you with the frequency I believe you deserve.

I wish I could say this journey has been a fun one, but it has more difficult than I can explain right now on this tiny screen. I still do not have internet, which is one of the many things that has prevented me from sending you love letters. It’s been a whirlwind of one thing after another after another after another. It is nothing like I expected and I know I will look back having learned so much. I can tell by the level of difficulty. I don’t mean to be dramatic here. I’m fine! I’m usually fine but I don’t have the brain capacity atm.

I will be back soon. Your support has been invaluable to me and I can’t wait to write in a raw and honest way to you soon. I was aching for growth and am now aching under the growth. Really! I have a literal headache!!

But I already have some things to say. I just don’t know how yet to say them.

Hopefully I will have wifi and space and time to speak with you soon.

thank you for supporting me during a time that I’ve felt so completely unsupported. It means more than I know how to say. I look forward to riding this wave together.

talk soon sweet thang 💓🏄